"If I Survive Anorexia, Does That Mean I'm Fat?"

So, I was thinking of all these beauty standards and that. A dear friend of mine, who is, by the way, very attractive, complains about being "fat". I personally think she is very good-looking and it would upset me if anyone made her feel unattractive. Being a few pounds over-weight doesn't make you fat, it doesn't make you unattractive and it doesn't mean you have to go on a diet, unless you want to, in order to improve your health, of course.

I checked out some modeling agencies and most of them don't have a plus size category, but some do and the models in those categories are special - Because they're not anorexic! Here are a few pictures that I found in the "Big Beauties"/"Plus Size" categories of various modeling agencies. And these are only a few!

"OMG! I survived anorexia! This must mean I'm fat!"

Yes, these photos were all found under the category "Big Beauties", because, apparently, these girls are TOO FAT and have TOO BIG BOOBS and TOO BIG ASSES to be considered REAL models and therefore have to be considered BIG models.

If you keep categorizing skinny girls as "big", of course you will make beautiful girls think they're fat, you idiots!

My Newest Poems

2009, January 19

DON'T STAND IN OUR WAY

If there is a god

Don't dare to think he's on your side

You hide behind bibles

And throw out judgments where you go

Get back to Earth

Here, people are starving

People are hurting

And your superstition won't cure it

I've heard there's beauty in the world

Somewhere far away perhaps

And it's hard to reach

So don't stand in my way

See, all we really need is love

In whatever shape or form

So don't stand in our way

Because of what your book says

There are people getting married

Having sons and daughters

And those that only dream

So don't stand in their way

January 22

THE END OF THE FAIRY TALE

Love picks you up

Warms you up

Cools you down

Spins you around

A hurricane will pick you up

And smash you to the ground

A fire will warm you up

And burn you to ashes

The ocean will cool you down

Right before you drown

The merry-go-round will spin you around

Until it makes you sick and dizzy

Love smashes you to the ground

And burns you to ashes

And makes you drown

Until it makes you sick and dizzy

Always read the end of the fairy tale

January 23

BE MY SOLACE

I'm afraid

But not ashamed

I earned my respect

And hope for love

Was I loved once? Am I still?

Be my solace!

Face your fear

January 24

WHO IS THE SUN?

Who is the Sun

But whoever keeps you warm?

Who is the Moon

But whoever protects you while you sleep?

And gently strokes your cheek

Or keeps you up all night

With her warm, soft light

While you burn her memories to ashes

And cover her every flaw

With a fresh kiss

And you make up silly lies

About a world that's in her eyes

And devote your religion

To the beauty of her skin

Just for the joy

Of making her happy again

I'm Popular!

According to my beautiful best friend I am beauty of the week

I got the seventh best score of the day on Flea World

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