What I Want

I decided to write a list of what I really want and need in life, instead of a silly new year's resolution. Well, I'm finally done with the list, it was quite necessary to make such a list, since I am quite discouraged most of the time. I feel like I am not entitled to be happy or have a career or a relationship.

So, I figured instead of just lying around being depressed, I could at least write a list over what could possibly make me slightly less depressed and I'll try to remotely follow these things, though I suppose I might not be able to have all these things. The names are removed because I felt like this is so personal, I don't really want to give people out, it's not like I'm saying these are their dreams, they're my dreams!

The people I am close to would know exactly what people I am referring to anyways and besides, this list is really mostly for myself. It might look on some places in the list as if I am really confident or really afraid, but neither is actually true. The truth is really that I am usually quite confident and brave, even though I don't have a lot of self esteem, but sometimes I just get afraid of the strangest things!

*I hoped I had some kind of connection with [friend]. Thinking of him makes me feel like I have found something meaningful... For this to really be true is what I want most.

*I want to be close to [other friend]. He is my best friend and I would love to live with him and have him in my life always. He means a lot to me.

*I want to have children. I really, really do. I get so jealous when I see other people with children, especially women my age.

*I want to become better and better at photography. Get my photos out there. Not be scared of a little fame. Take the chances.

*I want to write more and more poems and get them out there. Show them off on the internet. Not be scared of a little fame.

*I want to practice karate regularly and keep on learning more and more. I really want to go far in this sport and philosophy.

*I want to be a model. For myself, but maybe even for others. Not be afraid of the fame and challenges. I'm a pretty girl and people want me as their model.

*I want to take all my opportunities at life, whether in art or socially. I don't want to fear fame or commitment. I should ignore the fear and do what is right.

*I want to always look pretty. Some days I just lie around and never get to putting on nice clothes. I should always wear nice clothes and look great.

*I want my own place. That it is my own is what is important. Also I have to have room for my snake and a computer. Room for photography and karate is a plus.

*I want a job. In childcare specifically. Or working with the mentally retarded. I don't need to get paid much, maybe I'll even start out working for free, to get a foot in there, so to speak.

*I want to do more and more charity and activism. I can't afford right now to donate any money, other than for [child I sponsor], which I can barely afford, but I want to do more in the future.

*I want more pets. I would love to have lots of animals, though I should only buy animals once in a while, so I don't buy more than I can handle.

*I want to always be a big part in the life of my little cousins. Also, in [little girl I know]'s life, even though she isn't technically my cousin, so to speak.

*I want to travel. I want to see different parts of Sweden and I would love to see other countries. Africa would be nice as well as Asia, though I'm not sure which countries in these beautiful continents.

*I want to keep on reading and learning about lots of things, perhaps even officially study, if I would ever have the energy and focus to do so.

*I want to keep on blogging, whether it's photos, lists, personal stories or fictional stories. I want to get my blog out there and get people commenting on it.

*Practice more witchcraft. Learn more and more about it and become a more active witch. Not be so afraid. Witchcraft is part of nature.

*Keep all my friends close to me. Not just [friend] and [other friend], my other friends too. I want to make sure they are always in my life.

*Actively log onto all my internet accounts and make sure my passwords, profiles, photos, layouts and such are updated and fresh.

*Teach and learn. If someone wants to learn from me: Teach them, if someone wants to teach me: Learn from them. This is always a good thing.

*Make sure that everyone knows what [abusive psychiatrist] has done. Make sure to change the medical journals so my name is cleared.

*Keep on having a close relationship to the pets that I have now, even the ones I will move away from and also the ones that I have sold.

*Fight for animal rights, even try to give them the same rights as humans. We were all born equal and should not be treated as anything else.

*Make sure to bring beautiful things into my life, beautiful art and such and not hold onto things that just don't fit my personality just because I might want to use it in the future, like clothes and jewelry.

*I would like to keep on singing and learn to do it better. Some people think I sing well, though I'm not sure I do. Anyway, I want to be able to sing well.

*I want to keep on making Flash games, preferably better ones than the ones I've already made, maybe make sure my graphics are improving and that the themes are interesting.

*Learn new skills. Maybe learn how to make traditional kisekae dolls for example. Maybe take up sewing clothes, which I haven't done in ages.

*Own traditional formal clothing from different cultures and times. Doesn't really even have to be formal, traditional peasants' clothes are fine, too.

*Actively try - And maybe endorse - New products from the internet or nice stores. There are websites where you can order lovely vegan cosmetics, for example!

*Keep on writing, both articles and stories. I can publish these on my blog or on various internet sites. I like to write about my opinions as well as fictional stories.

*Take an active part in karma and justice: It is important to cherish each innocent life as well as make sure no one gets away with treating others as shit.

*Keep my health and hygiene. Shower, brush my teeth, eat, work out every day. Karate is a good sport to make sure you are athletic.

*Live life my way, the honest way, the decent way, without following stupid made-up rules or traditions. It is more important to follow your heart and soul than to follow other people's expectations.

*Take care of all animals, children, handicapped and homeless in my life, whether or not they are my responsibility. If they are not my responsibility, then I cannot trust they are someone else's responsibility either.

*Keep my room and my environment clean and orderly. There is no reason to keep your things in a mess or to keep old crap lying around, that you will never need.

*Keep my computer clean and orderly. Make sure to get rid of old files I don't use and download the programs I like, so my computer is always useful and working as it should.

*Keep on working on my flexibility. I've been extremely flexible since I was a child and I shouldn't let it go to waste. Flexibility is awesome and happyfun.

*Try to be more and more independent. I already know that I can take care of myself, but sometimes I get so used to my parents taking care of me.

*Be helpful with my family. I know they are annoying and stupid sometimes, but I love them and they have been so good to me.

*Get rid of these dang warts I have covering my hands. They are ugly and I feel disgusting when I look at them. They are not good for modeling or even being seen in public places.

*Try to sleep at night and be up at day. Or at least if I'm up at night I should sleep at day. I get so messy in my brain when I sleep irregularly.

*Take a sign language class. If I am going to work with handicapable people in the future, sign language would definitely be good to know.

*I want to make sure every spot of my skin is perfect. Blemishes and even fine hairs show so much on photos. I should definitely try to make my skin better.

*Perhaps most importantly: Keep on putting all my focus on love and on peace and not dwell so much on what I fear or hate. If you feel fear and love at the same time, it's more important to follow the love than to avoid your fears!

Need a Fake Identity?

Or just an imaginary friend? A scape goat? Do you have an extreme desire to have multiple personalities? Here is where you start then! Just follow this list and you can create your own very believable fake identity in just minutes! Many choices are available, so you can create the identity that you want!

Note: This is only for entertainment purposes, I do not at all encourage the use of fake/multiple identities. I do not own the copyright to any of these websites, I am merely making a list linking to them. If you like these generators, be sure to visit The Generator Blog, where these generators and many more are blogged!

1. Use the Fake Name Generator to generate a random and realistic identity. You can choose gender, name-nationality and home-nationality.

2. Generate your Secret Lover to get a photo of your fake husband, wife, girlfriend or boyfriend. Some are normal looking, while others are bizarre.

3. Create a Virtual Person to get a personality and name for your new fake lover. You will get a list of their interests and other things.

4. Play with the photo or any photo, to get an image that looks quite realistic, only older, another ethnicity or something else!

5. Or you can just make a person look younger. Lots of different choices to make a face look younger.

6. Need a random American name? This can be difficult, whether you're American or not. It can be difficult to come up with a random name that isn't excessively common or a celebrity name, if you are in a hurry.

7. Need a yearbook photo of your fake self or a fake relative? You can create quite realistic ones from different decades!

8. Or rather a posh photo? You can create a realistic posh photo, to show off how fancy the fake you or your fake family is!

9. You might need to upload your photos somewhere where you don't need an account or username.

10. And of course you might want to make your photos look old fashioned, so you can show photos of your fake ancestors!

Here is an example of a fake identity I created using these links:

My name is Miriam Björk. I live on Klubbvägen 93, 261 01 Båstad, Sweden. You can reach me on my e-mail address MiriamBjork@missiongossip.com or on phone 0431-7414686. My mother's maiden name was Jonsson. My birthday is June 11, 1951, which means I am now 57 years old. My husband is named Gary, he is 40 years old and a Capricorn. He is 6 feet 4. He is a website designer and his favorite actors are Steve McQueen and Denzel Washington, but his favorite movie is still Enter The Dragon. For breakfast, he always likes fruit loops and his favorite color is sage. He drives a Nissan NXR and he is very fond of his African tribal mask collection.

Here is a photo of my husband Gary!

I Don't Eat Enough?

O.K., my parents say I don't eat enough. As you may know, I only eat super-healthy, vegan, gluten-free, sugar-free food and it can't contain anything that might be unhealthy in any kind of way. On top of that I don't eat food that tastes bad. My parents say I don't eat enough, but I think I eat anything that they serve me... Except if something tastes bad.

So, my father "interviewed" me a bit about what I could consider eating and he wrote it down on a writing pad. I copied the list and I've decided to post it here, just for fun. Oh and in case any of your will cook for me in the future, you know what to make me he he he ;) Nah, just kidding, you're not good enough to cook for me :D

Here's what he wrote...

Lasagna

Pizza

Tacos

Pasta with GOOD sauce

Pasta with margarine and boiled vegetables

Mashed potatoes

Tofu is often OK to mashed potatoes

No weird flavors

No onions

No tomatoes

No weird textures

Nothing that STANDS OUT

So, that's the list

Moving on... Hedvig won't have her birthday party tomorrow after all, because she suddenly got sick, but her party will be in a few weeks instead.

Also... Last night, I woke up and fell asleep over and over... Well, it was more like, I went to sleep late at night, then I woke up in the morning and then later, like late on the morning or early day I fell asleep again... But I cannot recall how many "sleep sessions" I had. Anyway... I remember lots of little dreams and parts of dreams I had last night.

One thing I really remember well from the dreams was a strange thing... I had went with my mother to a zoo, to photograph animals and maybe some children playing with animals... So far the dream is very much similar to my reality, ha ha, (I didn't really laugh out loud there) but the thing is... Yeah, I had gotten to the zoo and there were these tiny tiny cows...

And I asked, "So can I photograph any of these little cows with the children?" and some lady working at the zoo went all like "Yeah, but this cow is too shy and that one is angry and bla bla bla bla", so there was really only one cow I could photograph... But then suddenly, a lady and a man and three little extremely formally dressed children grabbed the cow and sat at a table, with the cow as company, they were smiling and looking really happy and stuff.

I looked at them and I said "No offense but... I really didn't come here to photograph some hired actors that are supposed to pose with the cows... What I want to photograph is children and animals playing together, in the natural way, not dressed up and posing at a table... I didn't come all this way to photograph some hired bunch that get paid for being photographed... That's just ridiculous!"

Then the actor-daddy and the actor-mommy and their dressed up little kids left, the parents seemed pretty angry and said something like "OK, forget about it then, we'll just leave!" and then I felt really sad and angry... Like, why couldn't I just photograph some kids playing with animals? Are people too afraid that I'll photograph them or their children that the zoo has to hire actors that can be photographed? Lots of children love to be photographed, it's their parents that are paranoid and think all people that actually like children are pedophiles.

Another thing that I dreamt last night was that I somehow used magic to temporarily turn my cat into a bird. I let her fly free, thinking, if she wants to fly away and never come back, I guess I will just have to accept her choice. She met a boy bird and I was thinking - Hey, maybe they can have bird eggs that baby birds will come out of!

So, she and the boy bird flew away. Then I thought - Oh, no, what have I done? Why did I turn my cat into a bird and let her fly away with some strange boy-bird that I don't know, what if she gets hurt? My house was quickly rushing through the air, so you couldn't really go in or out through the doors.

I heard my cat meowing outside and I pulled the door open, though it was difficult. Then I lift my cat down, she had held on to the door with her claws. The cat was safe at home and I said to her, I'll never let you go, never let you fly away in the dangerous world, never leave you with a stranger, never change you.

After that I woke up... I mean, for real, woke up, stopped dreaming and that... And my kitty was there and I held her and I thought: I'll never change you, I'll never let you out in this world alone, I'll never let anything happen to you, I'll never leave you. My perfect kitty Gloria, of course I'd never let her out in the scary world alone.

The 116 Greatest Songs Ever!

Why 116 I do not know. I just tried to put down lots of songs that I like. Perhaps there are lots of songs that I like more than some of those but that didn't get on the list, perhaps some of them aren't in exactly the order I like them. But hey, I spent lots of time trying to write down my favorite songs and put them in the right order and it's not so easy to remember all my favorite songs or decide in which order I like them all and I really can't spend forever on one list, so I guess I think this list is quite good enough!

1. Diamanda Galás - Scream of Love

2. Diamanda Galás - Eyes Without Blood

3. Diamanda Galás - I Put A Spell On You

4. Rezsõ Seress - Szomorú Vasárnap

5. Joy Division - I Remember Nothing

6. Joy Division - In A Lonely Place

7. John Cale - I Keep A Close Watch

8. Sweetbox - Everything's Gonna Be Alright

9. The Cure - The Same Deep Water As You

10. Clannad - I Will Find You

11. Mary J. Blige and Method Man - You're All I Need

12. Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone

13. Dave Bainbridge and Joanne Hogg - Until The Tide Turns

14. The Blue Nile - Soul Boy

15. The Danse Society - Somewhere

16. Joy Division - Decades

17. Neil Young - Like a Hurricane

18. Bill Withers - You Just Can't Smile It Away

19. Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah

20. The Police - Every Breath You Take

21. Diana Ross and Marvin Gaye - You Are Everything

22. Corvus Corax - Mille Anni Passi Sunt

23. Hocico - Nightmare

24. Iona - Divine Presence

25. All About Eve - Martha's Harbour

26. Diamanda Galás - Insane Asylum

27. Lacuna Coil - Enjoy The Silence

28. Billie Holiday - Strange Fruit

29. Gene Loves Jezebel - Kiss Of Life

30. Roberta Flack - The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

31. Diamanda Galás and Jane's Addiction - Sex Is Violent

32. Diamanda Galás - Gloomy Sunday

33. Billie Holiday - Gloomy Sunday

34. Leftöver Crack - Heroin Or Suicide?

35. Jimmy Witherspoon - Everything But You

36. Skip James - Devil Got My Woman

37. Luther Allison - Reaching Out

38. Corvus Corax - Rausch

39. Loreena McKennitt - Skellig

40. Enya - I Want Tomorrow

41. Diamanda Galás and Recoil - Strange Hours

42. Hocico - Spit As An Offense

43. Corvus Corax - Zauberlehrling

44. Runrig - Abhainn an t-Sluaigh

45. Clannad - Northern Skyline

46. O'Jays - Now That We Found Love

47. Jimmy Reed - Big Legged Woman

48. Jimmy Reed - You Got Me Dizzy

49. Luther Allison - Serious

50. Jimmy Reed - I Wanna Be Loved

51. Frank Stokes - Stomp That Thing

52. Fiona Kennedy - Riverdance

53. Lead Belly - Black Betty

54. John Lee Hooker - Think Twice Before You Go

55. Jimmy Reed - Bright Lights, Big City

56. Jimmy Reed - Honest I Do

57. Venetian Snares - A Lot of Drugs

58. Bo Diddley - Bring It To Jerome

59. Mance Lipscomb - God Moves On The Water

60. Sonny Terry - Lost John

61. Adiemus - Adiemus

62. John Lee Hooker - Devil's Jump

63. Howlin' Wolf - Smokestack Lightin'

64. Pink Floyd - Keep Talking

65. Mississippi John Hurt - Nobody's Dirty Business

66. Joy Division - New Dawn Fades

67. Skip James - Shake 'Em On Down

68. Mississippi John Hurt - Stagger Lee

69. Bo Diddley - Bo Diddley

70. Luther Allison - Life Is A Bitch

71. Kate Bush - Running Up That Hill

72. Kate Bush - Cloudbusting

73. The Chi-Lites - Oh Girl

74. Ma Rainey - C. C. Rider

75. David Honeyboy Edwards - Gamblin' Man

76. Brownie McGhee, Lead Belly and Sonny Terry - How Long Blues

77. Mamie Smith - Sweet Man O'Mine

78. Skip James - I'm So Glad

79. Mance Lipscomb - Ain't It Hard?

80. Leonard Cohen - Waiting For The Miracle

81. Skip James - Worried Blues

82. Skip James - Crow Jane

83. Odetta - God's Gonna Cut You Down

84. The Blue Nile - From A Late Night Train

85. Mance Lipscomb - So Different Blues

86. Mamie Smith - No Good Man

87. Skip James - 4 O'Clock Blues

88. Mamie Smtih - So What Papa?

89. Mance Lipscomb - Sugar Babe

90. Mamie Smith - Harlem Blues

91. Mance Lipscomb - Baby Please Don't Go

92. Mance Lipscomb - Going Up North To See My Pony Run

93. John Lee Hooker - I'm Gonna Kill That Woman

94. Clannad - Blackstairs

95. Skip James - How Long Blues

96. Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here

97. Mance Lipscomb - Angel Child

98. Cage and Darryl Palumbo - Shoot Frank

99. Nine Inch Nails - Mr. Self-Destruct

100. Clannad - Newgrange

101. Roberta Flack - Killing Me Softly

102. Gnarls Barkley - Crazy

103. Corvus Corax - Tanzwut

104. John Lee Hooker - Tupelo Blues

105. Cornelis Vreeswijk - Somliga Går Med Trasiga Skor

106. Máire Brennan - Against The Wind

107. Nine Inch Nails - Closer

108. Kool Rock Steady - You Ain't Nobody

109. Mance Lipscomb - Mama Don't Allow

110. Ray Charles - Hit the Road, Jack!

111. Supertramp - The Logical Song

112. Michael Sembello - Maniac

113. Junior Wells - Sweet Sixteen

114. Lydia Lunch and Nick Cave - Some Velvet Morning

115. Mance Lipscomb - Big Boss Man

116. Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit

Beloved Things

Of course, what is most important to me is my little cousins, my cats, snake and my friends, but I also have some objects that I value very much. Not because I am vain, but because these things are special to me, they are things that I wouldn't want to lose. So, here is the list of some of my very favorite objects!

1. I have a list of all the internet communities I am a member at and what my member names are. That list is very important, because I'd be so fucking confused and angry if I would have to try and count and think and remember everything and write it all down again.

2. All the stories and important things I have written on paper or printed out to save forever.I try to avoid storing things on my harddrive too much, in case it crashes or gets a virus or something. The important things I print. Besides, storing too much can make your puter slow.

3. The doll that my grandma made for me. It is made in fabric and is supposed to look like me as a child. I really liked my grandmother and I like this doll she made for me. So pretty it is! I love it. My grandmother was nice. Her name was Elsie. I don't like my grandfather though.

4. My brilliantine pendant. It is in white gold with a brilliantine diamond on it. Of course, I do not wear it much these days, it is so tiny and also I am kinda more into gold and garnets, but I have always liked it very much and I love diamonds, because they are such a pure material.

5. I love stuffed animals. My favorite is a stuffed tarantula named Hjördis. She looks like a Mexican Redknee tarantula or in other words: A smithi. She is quite realistic, although a bit bigger than tarantulas usually are in reality. I bought it during my last time in the clinic.

6. Another stuffed animal. Anka-banka. A very cute stuffed duck I got when I was very very young. Perhaps when I was born... ...Possibly when I was baptised. I don't remember what I was told. Anyway. Anka is Swedish for Duck and Banka rhymes with Anka.

7. Yet another stuffed animal. Fizzio. Fizzio is a tiny stuffed panda I got from a second hand shop long ago. It is an unusually beautiful toy and I have always liked it very much. It looks so old-fashioned and well-made. Fizzio doesn't mean anything that I know, just something I made up.

8. Another stuffed animal. Rivig. Rivig is a big huge stuffed kitty that is really cute and adorable. I wanted it for so long when I was little and then finally I got it one day and I was so happy. It sleeps in my bed next to me every night. It looks very cute and happy.

9. My akua'ba. An akua'ba is a symbolic object that is meant to be treated as your own child. It is very cute and it is easy to get affection for it and even if you are not so into the cutesie stuff, you could still tell it is a nice piece of art. It is in wood and painted black.

10. My Guatemalan mask. It is tiny and red and looks like some kind of animal. It is very beautiful. When I saw it I could tell it very much suits my personality. It is handpainted in a beautiful pattern and it has big white fangs. It looks like some kind of either feline or canine predator, but might be something else.

11. Stuffed animal: Fante. A cute stuffed elephant. It is in a glossy fabric with nice colors. It is from India and it was sold in a store in Sweden when I was a child and I got much affection for it. It is so lovely, it looks hand sewn, I just hope it isn't like child labour or something, I think that store are pretty picky not to buy child labour things, but maybe they don't always know.

12. Stuffed animal: Pig. I don't know if I really have a name for this one, anyway, it is a cute little handmade pig doll in an old fashioned style. I always loved it very much as a child and I guess I sorta have an even deeper love for it now, it is just so beautiful.

13. Black gloss top with the zipper all the way down. From Phaze Clothing. I just love it and it is so so ME, it is pure simple intense, just black gloss with a zipper, it is so very much my style and well it is difficult to find clothes that are just perfect for my style.

14. My black gloss pants from Phaze Clothing.

15. Black under-bust corset from Dark Star. It is lovely and it has nice buckles on it and I think it goes well to pretty much anything. It is difficult to find nice underbust corsets, especially when you are as thin as I am. Lots of corsets are so big or plain ugly.

16. My black gown from Lip Service. It looks sort of 18th century-ish. I love it very much, my mother bought it for my nineteenth birthday and I have worn it several times, I don't need any special doggone occasions, if I think the dress is pretty, I will wear the dress!

17. My black sleeveless gown. It is in a lace-like material and my mother says it looks like a gothic wedding gown. It is very lovely and I like it very much. I love black clothes and it is difficult to find nice dresses. It is difficult to find nice clothes at all.

18. My black gloss skirt that is covered in black flowery lace. It is from Phaze Clothing and it is so absolutely lovely. Ooh I love clothes, I really do!

19. Red gloss skirt.

20. Black lace skirt.

21. Black gloss skirt.

22. My black skirt that is tight on the top part and assymetric and not tight on the bottom part.

23. Black and gold Venetian eye mask.

24. Gold and garnet necklace - It really belongs to my mother, but she doesn't wear it.

25. My dagger earrings.

26. African neck collar.

27. My buddhist rosaries.

28. My lovely African earrings.

29. My red lace choker.

30. My really big necklace.

31. My black and purple top.

32. My lovely underwear! I love panties, bras, socks... ...So pretty!

33. My silver spider/web ring.

34. My silver and onyx spider pendant.

35. All my pretty gem stones and crystals I have.

36. My very broken red Chinese jacket.

37. My spider/web T-shirt.

38. Plastic pigs. One summer when we were on vacation I saw these cute plastic piggies in a second hand store. It is really a one-piece object, not several separate piggies. It is one pig lying down and her babies sucking her nipples for milk. When I went home from the vacation, my mother and sister stayed a bit longer and when they came back my mother had bought the piggies for me! I didn't buy them, though I got very attached to them and by the time my mother got me them, I had almost forgotten about them, but I was happy I finally had them!

39. My huge conifer cones I found in Greece.

40. Black cat statue.

41. My leopard figurine. Once when me and my father - Recently - Where in a toy store, checking out toys for fun - I do have tiny cousins, maybe you can find good presents - We looked at the animal figurines and I asked my father which of the animals was ME and he picked the right one and then he bought it for me.

42. My Lenore figurine.

43. My tiny spider earrings in silver.

44. My less tiny spider earrings in silver.

45. My fibulae.

46. Red jaspis pendant.

47. Quartz pendant.

48. My red and black bag.

49. My big Indian earrings.

50. My less big Indian earrings.

51. All my tiaras.

52. My spider web cape.

53. My Edward Gorey books.

54. My Lenore book.

55. My fan with a handpainted flower on. I got it when I was a child, from the woman who painted it, I believe.

56. My Buddha.

57. My stuffed animal Mnemosyne - She's a rattle snake!

58. My stuffed spider Hedvig.

59. My stuffed bat Agnes.

60. My stuffed frog Signe.

61. My stuffed lion Arne.

62. Drawings I've made and ones I've gotten as gifts.

63. The photo and information about the child I sponsor. I guess if I lost it I could always call and try to figure it out by my personal ID or something, but it would be best to hold on to those things, I am quite fond of that girl.

The List of Things I Am Remotely Good At And Should Probably Spend More Time Doing

The List of Things I Am Remotely Good At

And Should Probably Spend More Time Doing

Instead of Just Lying Around Saying "I'm

Sooo Booored, There's Nooothing to Dooo!"
(T.L.T.I.A.R.G.A.A.S.P.S.M.T.D.I.J.L.A.S.I.S.B.T.N.D.)

1. If I haven't already, put on some nice

jewelry and makeup, always look perfect!

2. Instead of sitting around thinking "Whoa,

what happened to that guy? I didn't talk to him

in ages!", actually e-mail those people I haven't

talked to in ages!

3. Spend some more time with my pets.

4. Actually go outdoors for once.

5. Work some more on my legal matters I need

to go through.

6. Go shopping, either with my parents or

alone.

7. Clean my room.

8. Photograph.

9. Sing.

10. Practice in another song lyric.

11. Dance.

12. Write another story.

13. Harvest. Yeah, that means going outside

and picking in lots and lots of a particular

plant and storing them.

14. Draw.

15. Clear out all the crap - Old photographs, profiles

that ain't been updated, ugly old blog designs,

people on my friends list I never speak to -

And add the new better stuff on my various internet

communities!

16. Download some music.

17. Burn a CD.

18. Get some imagination or inspiration and

make a nice remix or picture on my computer.

19. Work a little on my scrapbook/photo

album-ish thing.

20. Actually read. OK, it would be poetry or a

comic book then. Possibly even something else...?

Dictionary, an actual fictional story even...?

21. Actually practise some withcraft for once.

I do that so rarely.

22. Actually watch those damn animes or read

those doggone mangas I have lying around.

23. Actually call someone up that I ain't talked

to in ages - Possibly even meeting them!