I Have No Idea What's Gonna Happen

Still really worried about Jackie not contacting me. I would have loved her. I would have given her everything. She lead me on and dumped me. Said we were best friends and ignored me. It hurts so much I can barely think of her. My best friend really comforts me though. Thinking of him doesn't hurt at all. It just makes me happy.

Maybe I'll even fall in love with him...

...I have no idea what's gonna happen in my life now. Peace and love.