November 2008 Summary

The top 5 best photos I took this month

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The top 2 coolest CRACKED posts of the month

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The 6 Most Inappropriate Porn-Character Occupations

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The 7 Most Terrifying Disney Movie Deaths

The top 20 most important news stories of the month

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Obama wins election

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Boyfriend and girlfriend murder family

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Low-life kills dog

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Old lady kills husband with machete

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Man rapes daughters

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Man tortures people

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Bullies make boy commit suicide

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Man burns sons to death

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Man puts axe through boy's head

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Man gets away with shooting dog

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Someone is killing innocent raccoons

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People are making horrible tests on animals

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Woman flushes baby down toilet

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Heartbroken teen stabs himself in front of class

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People neglect innocent cats

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Teen lives 118 days without heart

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Woman reveals cannibal habits

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Family kills themselves in suicide pact

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Dead woman found in father's home

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Man abuses poor animals

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LOLpics from FailBlog - I Has A Hot Dog - Pundit Kitchen - GraphJam - I Can Has Cheezburger?

What The Fuck Do You Want From Me?

Everyday, everyday I get some random asstards on the internet that tell me I am not good enough or that I am too weak or too stupid or too ugly. What the fuck do you want? Why the hell do you criticize me all the freaking time? Hell, last night I even had an idiot tell me I am stupid, because I think life is hard.

Also, I have some people keep telling me I am childish because I don't tolerate anti-gay-marriage attitudes. Well, of course I freakin don't! Why the hell would I? I tolerate most things. People can do whatever the freak they want and think whatever the freak they want. But. If people say that some people should not be allowed to marry each other, I will think you are an idiot and that will not make me childish.

Once, some idiot even said I could not possibly be gothic because I don't totally worship Siouxsie. How fucking stupid can people be? And another crap thing, whenever I even slightly complain about anything, random internet idiots say I'm "whining". Whining? Me? I am known for not whining.

Yeah, I've been through shit, my life is hell, I'm lonely and people mistreat me, but you know, I still manage to go through my life, help people, take care of my pets, smile once in a while. That is not whiny. I am not whiny because sometimes my difficult life just becomes such a mess that I feel like screaming.

If I was whiny I'd just whine. And I fucking don't, OK, but I'm allowed to vent about my problems and my hard reality. What the fuck do you want me to do? Get a job? I'm trying. Move out? I'm trying. Make someone happy? I'm trying. Give to charity? I do. Get a pet? I have a bunch. Have children? That's just ridiculous, I'm only nineteen and single.

So fucking stop criticizing me people, I try my best at living life and stop criticizing my effort, just because some people are spoiled and don't know how it is to suffer does not mean life is easy. And stop criticizing my opinions, my biggest opinion is really that we all have endless rights as long as it doesn't limit anyone else's rights, you can't possibly complain about that and the other opinions I have are usually just personal opinions that no one should fight about anyway!

Stop saying life is easy, stop saying I don't know what it is to suffer, stop say I'm whining, stop saying I'm a bad person! I really try hard but it all turns out shit anyway, I try to get an apartment, not many available, try to get a job, can't get one, try to make people happy, doesn't work, I do things that I love doing even though my life is a mess!

Sometimes I just feel like screaming because of how messy my life is, I cry almost everyday, but I just keep on trying to live life, I keep on doing what I think is right. So fucking stop calling me a whiner everyfuckingtime I need to vent a little bit. This is a hard world to live in! It's not easy in the slightest!

Most importantly, I just want to make sure that my loved ones are happy and that I have a close relationship to them, also I focus lots on making progress in my karate, taking as good photos as possible, maintaining my health and that of my pets, having a good relation to my little cousin and much much more!

So everybody fucking stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop saying that I do not try hard in life! However much fun it is to practice karate and however much I love my friends, these are difficult things to deal with in life! There will be pain and there will be confusion and there will be sadness and there will be exhaustion.

Seriously!

Leave people alone! Some ridiculous people try to argue that homophobes need sympathy and that people for gay marriage are usually the hateful ones. What the frikin fuck? I just believe in equal rights. It is sick to say that straight marriage is any better than gay marriage. If homophobic people don't want to be hated or made fun of, they should not in the first place claim that gays should not have the right to marry!

Gender is nothing, it's just a physical thing, love is not based on whether or not you can have a baby together, you can't measure love in fertility! People talk about gay marriage rights as if it is people's right to vote against it. Who the fuck decides that people have the right to decide who gets to marry?

It's a basic right, but it seems people can vote about anything, just collect enough evil people and make them vote and you can probably legalize torturing babies to death. It is sad when democracy fails and instead of choosing the right decision, people go against basic rights. Democracy is designed so that a decision is based on how many people support an option, however, it is difficult when all of the people voting are soulless bullies.

Just Wanted To Remind You

That I think all people who enjoy insulting people are just worthless shit. They just waste everybody's time and shouldn't even really be allowed near people.

I Told You So!

Didn't I tell you he was gonna win? I think this is great. It feels so much safer knowing that the man who will soon be in charge in America isn't a total idiot. I really hope he will spark up the civil rights movement. With a man from a mixed ethnicity family, who speaks so much of equal rights for all people, elected to be the president of one of the biggest nations on our planet, we are certainly on the right way!

I feel proud for my people, knowing that we can become powerful and change the world, whatever color or background we have. It would be stupid to say that because I am white and Swedish, only white people are my people or only Swedes are my people, I know who my people are, they are humanity and we can do great things if we try!

I hope that more people feel this way, that they realize that we are all one people. My mind wanders to the elderly African-American people who never thought - Or always knew - They'd see this day coming. Barack being African-American does not make him a better president, but this is a major event for our people, as in humanity, after some of us have been treated so badly in the past.

Obama's Gonna Win. Yes He Is.

There's no way evil McCain will win the election. Only stupid people would vote for him. And perhaps evil people too.

Evening Snacks

Yesterday I had two delicious mini-pizzas for dinner. But later in the evening, I still got hungry. Since my father had gone to bed (he usually cooks for me) and I was obviously way too tired to cook, I had to find something to snack on. (All by myself!) I took out some rice-paprika-corn-peas mix form the freezer and microwaved it. Nom nom nom. Then I took a salty gherkin from the fridge. Nom nom nom. Then I took some frozen pancakes and raspberries out from the freezer and microwaved them and I took some soy yoghurt and Dijon mustard from the fridge and mixed together and I ate some microwaved pancakes and raspberries with some Dijon mustard-yoghurt. Exquisite food indeed! Nom nom nom!

The 30th of October we had a little Halloween party for little Olga. It was so fun! We watched a Swedish movie about Laban, the world's nicest ghost who happens to be afraid of the dark. My mother even baked a little Laban-shaped carrot-cheese cake with candy eyes and everything! (Of course I didn't eat it, cake, ew!) Olga seemed to think it was fun and Majken, the baby was really happy. Majken is so early with everything, she is only 6 and a half month and already she talks so much - Not actual words - And she can even crawl pretty well and stand straight on all four!

Olga is also a special girl of course, but different children have different talents. I do not think Olga was that extremely early with these sort of things, but some things that make Olga very cool is that she is so good with language! She uses big words and proper grammar - To a certain extent - And she can even say a few things in English! She usually speaks Swedish... Also, about Olga, she is the coolest, happiest, sassiest, most confident three-year old in the world! That is so great!

I surely do love these little girls. When it comes to more serious traditions of Halloween, such as the "All Hallows" honoring of the dead or the "Samhain" getting rid of all bad and inviting in all good... (You know, renewing yourself) I didn't really do anything like that... Didn't even put a candle on a grave or do any kinda ritual, not for dead loved ones nor for cleansing out the bad, bringing in the good... (I can do rituals for renewing myself, but I don't even know any rituals to honor dead loved ones... Besides from the classic lighting a candle and sending good thoughts) I didn't really do anything, don't feel motivated! Besides, if I want to honor the dead or quit old habits and start doing new good things... I can do that any day, I don't need a certain day for those things! (Though it certainly helps to give you a little push if you need one!)