2008-09-30

Summary of September 2008

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2008-09-25

Poems By Me

I know I suck at poetry... I just suddenly felt like trying to write poems about my feelings... Super-fruity I know... Here is the fruit of that by the way. Wow, I didn't even realize the funny of "fruity" and "fruit" at first, ha ha!

2008-09-21
JUST ANOTHER PHYSICAL DESIRE

I never knew
I was always meant to find you
And now that I've found you
You'll never be alone
'Cause I can be your soul
You know I need this love
I wake up
And know
I'm just another physical desire
I wake up
And know
I am actually dead
I wish you were here
If only to kiss me good bye

2008-09-22
WHERE IS IT?

Where is it?
When will it happen?
Did I scare it away?
Is my desire too strong?
I'm sorry
I cry myself to sleep
Staying alive with the hope
That one day it will be true

THERE WAS NO EMOTION

There was no emotion
Until I found
What I thought could not exist
And when I found it
I could blissfully live
And die in pain

2008-09-24
NOW I'LL HAVE TO WAIT

I was simply dead
In a dull gray world
You made me live
And turned the gray into color
When the lie was revealed
I was painfully dead
In a deep black world
Now I'll have to wait
I'll wait an eternity
For what was once a lie
To be the truth

2008-09-24

I Feel Like Shit, I Have Nothing To Believe In And My Head Feels Like It's Gonna Explode

Somebody is pouring liquid ice on my brain and using it to push my eyes out. So it feels at least. Also I am completely hopeless and there is nothing to do about it. I thought I had actually for the first time in my life found something that's worth something, but it was just a lie, so now I'm worse off than before, even.

2008-09-16

The Most Complete List Of Great Songs Ever - Or At Least The Best One Made So Far

255 this time! And as usual, yes, there are many more great songs than this!

1. Diamanda Galás - Scream Of Love
2. Diamanda Galás - Eyes Without Blood
3. The Blue Nile - Soul Boy
4. Rita Lynch - Baby I Wonder
5. Roger Dean Young and The Tin Cup - Little Wind
6. Clannad - I Will Find You
7. Luther Allison - Reaching Out
8. Joy Division - I Remember Nothing
9. The Cure - The Same Deep Water As You
10. Joy Division - In A Lonely Place
11. Joy Division - Decades
12. The Danse Society - Somewhere
13. Neil Young - Like A Hurricane
14. Corvus Corax - Mille Anni Passi Sunt
15. Diamanda Galás and Jane's Addiction - Sex Is Violent
16. Diamanda Galás - Insane Asylum
17. Diamanda Galás - Let My People Go
18. Diamanda Galás - Gloomy Sunday
19. Rezsõ Seress - Szomorú Vasárnap
20. Billie Holiday - Gloomy Sunday
21. Diamanda Galás - My World Is Empty Without You
22. John Cale - I Keep A Close Watch
23. Diamanda Galás - At The Dark End Of The Street
24. Nine Inch Nails - Hurt
25. Chris Botti and The Blue Nile - Midnight Without You
26. Hocico - Spit As An Offense
27. Hocico - Nightmare
28. Danzig - Sistinas
29. Corvus Corax - Tanzwut
30. Corvus Corax - Zauberlehrling
31. Corvus Corax - Rausch
32. Corvus Corax - Ore Dragonis
33. Diamanda Galás - I Put A Spell On You
34. Skip James - Devil Got My Woman
35. Corvus Corax - Celtic Roots
36. Billie Holiday - Strange Fruit
37. Diamanda Galás and Recoil - Strange Hours
38. Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone
39. Gene Loves Jezebel - Kiss Of Life
40. Lacuna Coil - Enjoy The Silence
41. The Mission - Tower Of Strength
42. Bill Withers - You Just Can't Smile It Away
43. Corvus Corax - Dulcissima
44. Diana Ross and Marvin Gaye - You Are Everything
45. Jimmy Witherspoon - Everything But You
46. The Police - Every Breath You Take
47. Hocico - Sucios Pensamientos
48. Joy Division - New Dawn Fades
49. Apoptygma Berzerk - Kathy's Song
50. Apoptygma Berzerk - Unicorn
51. Gnarls Barkley - Who's Gonna Save My Soul?
52. Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have
53. The Blue Nile - From A Late Night Train
54. Townes Van Zandt and Willie Nelson - Marie
55. Runrig - Abhainn an t-Sluaigh
56. Gnarls Barkley - St. Elsewhere
57. Gnarls Barkley - Just A Thought
58. Luther Allison - Serious
59. Nine Inch Nails - Only
60. Bruce DeBoer - Autumn
61. Bruce DeBoer - Praying For Bree
62. Palash - Blue Sky
63. Dave Bainbridge and Joanne Hogg - Until The Tide Turns
64. Joan Baez - Diamonds and Rust
65. Dolly Parton - Jolene
66. Diamanda Galás - See That My Grave Is Kept Clean
67. Phil Collins - In The Air Tonight
68. Cage and Darryl Palumbo - Shoot Frank
69. Usherhouse - November Dream
70. Mance Lipscomb - Ain't It Hard
71. Mance Lipscomb - Baby Please Don't Go
72. Screams For Tina - Kristen
73. All About Eve - Martha's Harbor
74. Enya - I Want Tomorrow
75. Loreena McKennitt - Skellig
76. Danzig - How The Gods Kill
77. Joy Division - Sound Of Music
78. Loreena McKennitt - The Mystic's Dream
79. Iona - Divine Presence
80. Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us Apart
81. Mary J. Blige and Method Man - You're All I Need
82. Sweetbox - Everything's Gonna Be Alright
83. Fields of the Nephilim - From The Fire
84. Leonard Cohen - Waiting For The Miracle
85. Color Theory - Snowing
86. The Locust - The Unwilling... Led By The Unqualified... Doing The Unnecessary... For The Ungrateful
87. The Locust - Psst! Is That A Halfie In Your Pants?
88. The Locust - We Have Reached An Official Verdict: Nobody Gives A Shit
89. The Locust - AOTKPTA
90. The Locust - One Manometer Away From Mutually Assured Relocation
91. The Locust - Slum Service: Served On The Sly
92. The Locust - Book Of Bot
93. Jimmy Reed - I Wanna Be Loved
94. Jimmy Reed - Honest I Do
95. Jimmy Reed - Big Legged Woman
96. Jimmy Reed - Bright Lights, Big City
97. Jimmy Reed - You Got Me Dizzy
98. Jimmy Reed - Hush, Hush
99. Luther Allison - Life Is A Bitch
100. Cornelis Vreeswijk - Somliga Går Med Trasiga Skor
101. Björn Afzelius - Tusen Bitar
102. B. B. King - How Blue Can You Get
103. The Chi-Lites - Oh Girl
104. O'Jays - Now That We Found Love
105. Nina Simone - Feeling Good
106. Cage - Suicidal Failure
107. Ice-T and Insane Clown Posse - Dead End
108. John Lee Hooker - Think Twice Before You Go
109. The Blue Nile - Tinseltown In The Rain
110. Sonny Terry - Lost John
111. Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah
112. Clannad - Blackstairs
113. Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
114. Pink Floyd - Keep Talking
115. Leftöver Crack - Heroin Or Suicide?
116. Mance Lipscomb - God Moves On The Water
117. Skip James - Worried Blues
118. Clannad - Northern Skyline
119. Mississippi John Hurt - Nobody's Dirty Business
120. Mance Lipscomb - So Different Blues
121. Skip James - 4 O'Clock Blues
122. Skip James - Shake 'Em On Down
123. Robert Johnson - Last Fair Deal Gone Down
124. Mance Lipscomb - Going Up North To See My Pony Run
125. Mance Lipscomb - Angel Child
126. Mance Lipscomb - Mama Don't Allow
127. Mamie Smith - Sweet Man O'Mine
128. Gnarls Barkley - Smiley Faces
129. Type O Negative - Bloody Kisses
130. Mississippi John Hurt - Frankie and Albert
131. Lead Belly - In The Pines
132. Neil Diamond - Solitary Man
133. Capercaillie - Servant To The Slave
134. Gorillaz - Feel Good, Inc.
135. Gnarls Barkley - Crazy
136. Adiemus - Adiemus
137. Máire Brennan - Against The Wind
138. Roberta Flack - The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face
139. Gary Jules - Mad World
140. Nine Inch Nails - Mr. Self-Destruct
141. Gnarls Barkley - Go Go Gadget Gospel
142. Nine Inch Nails - Closer
143. Lil' Johnson - So What Papa?
144. Color Theory - Forget His Voice
145. Folk Och Rackare - Nidvisan: Hur Tjänaren Får Fara
146. Lumsk - I Lytinne Två
147. The Mission - Daddy's Going To Heaven Now
148. Lumsk - Trolltind
149. Folk Och Rackare - Bältet
150. Clannad - Newgrange
151. Mats Ronander - Elisabeth
152. Skip James - Crow Jane
153. Venetian Snares - A Lot Of Drugs
154. Procol Harum - A Whiter Shade Of Pale
155. David Honeyboy Edwards - Gamblin' Man
156. Frank Stokes - Stomp That Thing
157. Skip James - I'm So Glad
158. John Lee Hooker - I'm Gonna Kill That Woman
159. Lead Belly - Black Betty
160. Brownie McGhee, Lead Belly and Sonny Terry - How Long Blues
161. John Lee Hooker - The Numbers
162. Odetta - God's Gonna Cut You Down
163. Pamela Morgan - True Or False
164. Skip James - How Long Blues
165. Supertramp - The Logical Song
166. Grandmaster Flash and the Furious Five - The Message
167. Neil Diamond - Girl, You'll Be A Woman Soon
168. Killer Mike and Outkast - The Whole World
169. Outkast - Hollywood Divorce
170. Kate Bush - Cloudbusting
171. Kate Bush - Running Up That Hill
172. Mario Winans, Q-Tip and Stevie Wonder - Shame On Us: What's The Fuzz?
173. Mance Lipscomb - Sugar Babe
174. Leonard Cohen - First We Take Manhattan
175. Coolio - I'll C U When U Get There
176. Roberta Flack - Killing Me Softly
177. Leonard Cohen - The Future
178. Alien Sex Fiend - E.S.T: Trip To The Moon
179. Mame Smith - No Good Man
180. Mamie Smith - Harlem Blues
181. Ma Rainey - C. C. Rider
182. Folk och Rackare - Vänner och Fränder
183. Big Mama Thornton and Buddy Guy - Hound Dog
184. Lee Hazelwood and Nancy Sinatra - Some Velvet Morning
185. Mississippi John Hurt - Stagger Lee
186. Lydia Lunch and Nick Cave - Some Velvet Morning
187. Two Gallants - Steady Rollin'
188. Junior Wells - Sweet Sixteen
189. Ebba Grön - Tyna Bort
190. Alabama 3 - Woke Up This Morning
191. Chicago - I'm A Man
192. Peps Persson and Timbuktu - Dynamit
193. Neil Diamond - Sweet Caroline
194. Gerard McMann - Cry Little Sister
195. Trolltider - Solsången
196. Trolltider - Bergatrollets Vaggvisa
197. Screaming Dead - Night Creatures
198. Fiona Joyce - Letting Go
199. Garmarna - Herr Mannelig
200. The Chieftains - Here's A Health To The Company
201. Alice Cooper - Poison
202. Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood
203. Sunglasses After Dark - Morbid Silence
204. The Lovin' Spoonful - Summer In The City
205. In Extremo - Vänner och Fränder
206. Ray Charles - Hit The Road, Jack!
207. Bone Orchard - Kicking' Up The Sawdust
208. Ebba Grön - Die Mauer
209. Rasputina - Bad Moon Rising
210. Pippi Långstrump - Här Kommer Pippi Långstrump!
211. Garmarna  Vänner och Fränder
212. Marvin Gaye - I Heard It Through The Grapevine
213. Kool Rock Steady - You Ain't Nobody
214. Funkadelic - Groovalegience
215. Funkadelic - Who Says A Funk Band Can't Play Rock?
216. Funkadelic - One Nation Under A Groove
217. Bo Diddley - Bo Diddley
218. Howlin' Wolf - Smokestack Lightnin'
219. Rita Lynch - Call Me Your Girlfriend
220. Fiona Kennedy - Riverdance
221. John Lee Hooker - Devil's Jump
222. Bo Diddley - Bring It To Jerome
223. Frank Zappa - Bobby Brown
224. Ebba Grön - Häng Gud
225. Ebba Grön - Mamma Pappa Barn
226. Imperiet - Du Ska Va President
227. Billy Idol - Eyes Without A Face
228. The Tough Alliance - Make It Happen
229. The Knife - Heartbeats
230. The Knife - Pass This On
231. The Tough Alliance - Koka Kola Veins
232. The Knife - You Take My Breath Away
233. Little Walter - Too Late
234. Michael Sembello - Maniac
235. Ebba Grön - 800 Grader Celcius
236. The Knife - Handy Man
237. The Knife - We Share Our Mother's Health
238. Michael B. Tretow - Telefånen
239. Michael B. Tretow - Den Makalösa Manicken
240. Electric Banana Band - Electric Banana
241. Weird Al Yankovic - Don't Download This Song
242. Weird Al Yankovic - You Don't Love Me Anymore
243. Weird Al Yankovic - White And Nerdy
244. Michael B. Tretow - Trolle é Bäst
245. Michael B. Tretow - Russin
246. Weird Al Yankovic - Germs
247. Weird Al Yankovic - Amish Paradise
248. Weird Al Yankovic - Another One Rides The Bus
249. Schnappi - Schnappi, Das Kleine Krokodil
250. John Lee Hooker - Tupelo Blues
251. Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit
252. Gorillaz - Dirty Harry
253. Frank Zappa - Dancing Fool
254. Indeep - Last Night A DJ Saved My Life
255. Michel Jackson - Billie Jean

2008-09-13

Awesomeversary!

Yup. The anniversary of awesome. Today, a year ago, I was released from the psychiatric clinic! Woohoo!

2008-09-08

Graphs

Some nice graphs from GraphJam! I post them here because they are funny. This blog entry I want to dedicate to Stuart, because I miss him.