2008-06-20

Thou Shalt Worship This Blog Entry Or Thou Wilt Be Tagged An Annoying Number of Times!

First of all, I'd just like to say, I would not at all want to offend any person or any belief, I have friends who believe different things and I love them as they are. But some people in this world, they believe so strongly in something, whether it's a logical or bizarre belief, that they even use it to hurt others and I don't like those people! Sometimes they just need a reminder that their religion might not be the best in the world - Or at least that even if their religion was the best in the world, they don't have to use it to hurt others!

Here is a list of links to sites that have political parodies, atheist discussions, logic over faith, religious parodies and stuff. And remember before you enter any of those links, you ain't like it, leave it! Maybe my faith is garbage to you and maybe your faith is garbage to me, people believe so many different things, that doesn't mean you have to fight about it! I believe in what I believe in and others believe in what they believe in. Simple.

Here are the links!

Remember what I said. Oh, by the way, some of these links have nothing to do with religion or politics, but they have stuff that are like much funnier or awesomer than religions and gods and shit so yeah.

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2008-06-19

Places I'm Not Welcome

When I was a young teen, I was a member at Helvetet.com, a Swedish community for goth people. Lots of people there are quite immoral, as if they think goth community means community for people who like to randomly insult others. Once, I wrote on the chat board something like "I'm just so fucking sick of all the people that are just mean and shallow and sex-obsessed and don't care at all about things that truly matter in life". The next time I logged on it said my account didn't exist.

I tried creating a new account, but it said "It seems someone has used this computer to log onto a banned account. We don't want such a member back."

I went to school through the computer. I didn't want to meet any other students and all the schools were so messy. Didn't think you could be bullied from the internet. But I was. I was bullied so so much. You see, since we were home-schooled we had a school forum instead to write on. Anyway, people picked on me lots there and I just defended myself and told them to stop. In one of the forums there were some kids who said really mean things to me, so I called them intelligence deficient. So I got suspended a while from that forum. Anyway, after a while people just kept on attacking me and attacking me and writing nasty things to me over and over all over the forums, I couldn't even discuss music or philosophy or anything, because people just attacked me.

So I just kept telling them to stop and I kept writing the teachers and the vice principal and whatnot and telling them to do something about the insults against me on the forum. So I got suspended a month for "spamming". Because I told them to stop insulting me on all the forums. Apparently, you are just allowed to say the same thing in one forum once, even if people insult you over and over in all the forums. Anyway, even though I wasn't able to defend myself on the forums anymore, people kept on writing mean things about me there and sending mean emails to me, so I told the people who worked at the school and they said "Stop harassing us or we will suspend you longer". For fuck sake. You're not allowed to defend yourself?

Anyway, when I was a member at MyOpera, I would sometimes check HitsLink for fun, to see how people found my blog. I saw that someone had found me through clicking a link on HootyOwl. I didn't know what HootyOwl was. I wanted to see where the link was, but I had to become a member. So, I joined it just to see the link. Then I noticed it was pretty nice there, all calm ladies, mostly older ones, interested in graphics and cooking and stuff and everyone was nice and calling everyone sweetie and that and I was really happy to have found a forum where everyone is just nice all the time and they all welcomed me very adorably. Then, there was someone who mentioned my photo, she said I looked very serious in it and said "but that is just a young age thing" Young age thing? Because I'm younger everything I do is a young age thing? How fucking offensive.

Anyway, I understood that she didn't mean it as an insult. So, well, she had written a long message and I answered it with a long message and I just quickly mentioned in it "Don't call anything about me again a 'young age thing', I'm not a very youthful person and I will be offended if you say things I do are just because of my age, I understand that you didn't mean it as an insult, but just show some respect for me as a mature grownup." Also, in one of the forums I just mentioned that I like clothes that are really intense so it's like, very strong and respect-demanding, because all people have to respect each other as the intelligent, responsible grownups they are and not just call people you don't know stupid or childish at random.

Anyway, people got really pissed at me there, because they said, you shouldn't respect people until they showed you they deserve respect. You don't respect new born babies, they said. What the fuck? You should treat everyone with respect. I respect a new born baby as a valuable person with rights. I respect strangers as responsible valuable grownups until they prove to be the opposite. So you should just treat people like shit until you decide to respect them? So I was banned from that place for "having an attitude and making people uncomfortable by telling them to show some respect". Fucktards. Yeah, I have totally lost respect for them.

Also, on MyOpera, there was this moderator, Espen, who started insulting me and stuff, so I told some people about that and they turned against me and started saying I probably started it, so I just told them they are crap people and should leave me alone, but they started harassing me more and more when I just told them to leave me alone and one of them even posted an offensive blog entry about me, just accusing me of things. So I told the police, but they didn't seem to care. It became a case, but the case was dropped quickly. So, I just kept on blogging and chatting with people and if someone harassed me I just deleted the comments or simply told them to leave me alone. Then I got really really harassed by someone on MyOpera.

It was an anonymous user and I went to the forum to ask if you could ban or block an IP address if people harass you anonymously. So, I went to check what the IP address of the person who kept on writing insults and accusations to me over and over on my blog was. Seriously, he sent the same message like 20 times and I was just deleting them. And he... Guessing it was a he, think I am pretty sure of who it was. Or maybe someone else, I have a few guy-suspects, no girl suspect. Anyway. He started adding the phrase "Who keeps deleting my comments?" to those comments. Duh, I deleted them, who else? And why? Because they are harassment and spam! So, I checked on the IP address. It was from inside the Opera Software House in Oslo.

So, I realized, it was a mod spamming me, probably Espen or maybe one of his friends - Which have also not been too nice to me. What do you say then? "Oh, yes, hey, remember I asked if you can block an IP address? Oh, here it is, it happens to be the IP address of the mods, so you'd ban yourself!" No. No way the mods would ban themselves. I was just stunned. Harassing your own members anonymously? Yeah, he used to insult me, but anonymously??? So, I confronted the spammer, when he wrote his disgusting comments accusing me of things. "How pathetic to actually harass someone from inside of the Opera Software House itself. A mod harassing people, that's just low. This is you:" Posted his IP address and all that kinda information.

Got banned for "giving out a mod". Ha ha! Fucktards!

So, the newest thing is really weird! I have been... HAD been a member of MySpace since ehm... Oh, must have been 2006 some time. Anyway, me was innocent little good girl as always, actively participating in forum discussions, finding a lot of different people there, reporting spam and abuse once in a while, I didn't ever spam or get into a fight or anything. Then, all of a sudden, after I'd been a member for nearly two years, I just got banned suddenly out of the blue and got a message in the mail saying I got banned because of "one of these reasons" and a long list of things that I "had done at least one thing of"... Those things I had not done anything of. Now, apparently, they've reported my IP address to some spam blacklist -WHAT THE SERIOUS FUCK???!!!- Which is like really sick since I'd never spam or do anything like that.
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2008-06-18

This Is For Aadil




















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2008-06-13

Happy Birthday Sébastyén!

Turning twenty-seven. You're a big boy now.

Also, today was my last day at work and two of the students graduated. Emotional day.
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2008-06-11

I Have Never Felt This Bad

Yeah, I've felt crap before, but it's never been this bad. The people I love the most sometimes seem to not really need me.
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2008-06-09

167 Songs - New And Improved List Of The Best Songs Ever

Of course, it is difficult to make a list of your favorite songs, you might change your mind all the time and come up with new things to put on the list. I tried making a list once and came up with the list of the 116 best songs ever, here is a new and improved version, I added a few more songs and changed my mind a few more times about which order the songs should be in.

1. Diamanda Galás - Scream of Love
2. Diamanda Galás - Eyes Without Blood
3. Corvus Corax - Millie Anni Passi Sunt
4. Diamanda Galás and Jane's Addiction - Sex Is Violent
5. Rezsõ Seress - Szomorú Vasárnap
6. Diamanda Galás - I Put A Spell On You
7. Diamanda Galás - Gloomy Sunday
8. Billie Holiday - Gloomy Sunday
9. Joy Division - I Remember Nothing
10. Joy Division - In A Lonely Place
11. John Division - Decades
12. John Cale - I Keep A Close Watch
13. The Cure - The Same Deep Water As You
14. Clannad - I Will Find You
15. Roger Dean Young and The Tin Cup - Little Wind
16. Bill Withers - You Just Can't Smile It Away
17. Neil Young - Like A Hurricane
18. Sweetbox - Everything's Gonna Be Alright
19. Corvus Corax - Tanzwut
20. Hocico - Spit As An Offense
21. Diamanda Galás - My World Is Empty Without You
22. Townes Van Zandt and Willie Nelson - Marie
23. Bruce DeBoer - Autumn
24. Dave Bainbridge and Joanne Hogg - Until The Tide Turns
25. Luther Allison - Reaching Out
26. Iona - Divine Presence
27. The Blue Nile - Soul Boy
28. All About Eve - Martha's Harbour
29. The Blue Nile - From A Late Night Train
30. The Danse Society - Somewhere
31. Diamanda Galás - Insane Asylum
32. Diamanda Galás - At The Dark End Of The Street
33. Screams For Tina - Kristen
34. Joan Baez - Diamonds and Rust
35. Diamanda Galás - Let My People Go
36. Mance Lipscomb - Ain't It Hard
37. Joy Division - Love With Tear Us Apart
38. Usherhouse - November Rain
39. Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone
40. Corvus Corax - Zauberlehrling
41. Corvus Corax - Rausch
42. Diana Ross and Marvin Gaye - You Are Everything
43. Joy Division - New Dawn Fades
44. Danzig - Sistinas
45. Loreena McKennitt - The Mystic's Dream
46. Hocico - Nightmare
47. Bruce DeBoer - Praying For Bree
48. Mary J. Blige and Method Man - You're All I Need
49. Luther Allison - Serious
50. Jimmy Witherspoon - Everything But You
51. Pink Floyd - Keep Talking
52. Apoptygma Berzerk - Unicorn
53. Lacuna Coil - Enjoy The Silence
54. The Police - Every Breath You Take
55. Gene Loves Gezebel - Kiss Of Life
56. Runrig - Abhainn an t-Sluaigh
57. Enya - I Want Tomorrow
58. Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah
59. Diamanda Galás and Recoil - Strange Hours
60. Loreena McKennitt - Skellig
61. Cage and Darryl Palumbo - Shoot Frank
62. Fiona Kennedy - Riverdance
63. Mance Lipscomb - Baby Please Don't Go
64. Skip James - Devil Got My Woman
65. Clannad - Northern Skyline
66. Leftöver Crack - Heroin or Suicide?
67. Jimmy Reed - Big Legged Woman
68. Jimmy Reed - You Got Me Dizzy
69. Jommy Reed - Honest I Do
70. Jimmy Reed - Bright Lights, Big City
71. Jimmy Reed - I Wanna Be Loved
72. Corvus Corax - Ore Dragonis
73. Corvus Corax - Celtic Roots
74. O'Jays - Now That We Found Love
75. The Mission - Tower of Strength
76. Gnarls Barkley - St. Elsewhere
77. Color Theory - Snowing
78. Luther Allison - Life Is A Bitch
79. Chris Botti and The Blue Nile - Midnight Without You
80. Joy Division - Sound of Music
81. Rita Lynch - Baby I Wonder
82. Clannad - Blackstairs
83. Roberta Flack - Killing Me Softly
84. Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
85. Kate Bush - Running Up That Hill
86. Leonard Cohen - Waiting For The Miracle
87. David Honeyboy Edwards - Gamblin' Man
88. Color Theory - Forget His Voice
89. Mississippi John Hurt - Nobody's Dirty Business
90. Skip James - Worried Blues
91. Mance Lipscomb - So Different Blues
92. Skip James - 4 O'Clock Blues
93. Bo Diddley - Bring it to Jerome
94. Nine Inch Nails - Mr. Self-Destruct
95. The Chi-Lites - Oh Girl
96. John Lee Hooker - I'm Gonna Kill That Woman
97. Odetta - God's Gonna Cut You Down
98. John Lee Hooker - Think Twice Before You Go
99. Danzig - How The God's Kill
100. Skip James - Shake 'Em On Down
101. Ma Rainey - C. C. Rider
102. Mamie Smith - Harlem Blues
103. Mance Lipscomb - Sugar Babe
104. Mississippi John Hurt - Stagger Lee
105. The Mission - Daddy's Going To Heaven Now
106. Lead Belly - Black Betty
107. Ebba Grön - Tyna Bort
108. The Blue Nile - Tinseltown In The Rain
109. Bo Diddley - Bo Diddley
110. John Lee Hooker - Devil's Jump
111. Howlin' Wolf - Smokestack Lightnin'
112. Skip James - Crow Jane
113. Mance Lipscomb - Angel Child
114. Mance Lipscomb - Going Up North To See My Pony Run
115. John Lee Hooker - The Numbers
116. Coolio - I'll C U When U Get There
117. Nina Simone - Feeling Good
118. Sunglasses After Dark - Morbid Silence
119. Hocico - Sucios Pensamientos
120. Lydia Lunch and Nick Cave - Some Velvet Morning
121. Ebba Grön - Die Mauer
122. Supertramp - The Logical Song
123. Alice Cooper - Poison
124. Ray Charles - Hit The Road, Jack!
125. Fields of The Nephilim - From The Fire
126. Kate Bush - Cloudbusting
127. Two Gallants - Steady Rollin'
128. Gnarls Barkley - Crazy
129. Bone Orchard - Kickin' Up The Sawdust
130. Ebba Grön - Häng Gud
131. Rita Lynch - Call Me Your Girlfriend
132. Screaming Dead - Night Creatures
133. Frank Stokes - Stomp That Thing
134. Roberta Flack - The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face
135. Mance Lipscomb - God Moves On The Water
136. Gorillaz - Feel Good, Inc.
137. Billie Holiday - Strange Fruit
138. Capercaille - Servant to the Slave
139. Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood
140. Mamie Smith - No Good Man
141. Junior Wells - Sweet Sixteen
142. Mario Winans, Q-Tip and Stevie Wonder - Shame On Us: What The Fuss
143. Folk och Rackare - Vänner och Fränder
144. The Locust - The Unwilling... Led By The Unqualified... Doing The Unnecessary... For The Ungrateful
145. Adiemus - Adiemus
146. Michael Jackson - Billie Jean
147. Leonard Cohen - First We Take Manhattan
148. Skip James - I'm So Glad
149. Clannad - Newgrange
150. Venetian Snares - A Lot Of Drugs
151. Mamie Smith - Sweet Man O'Mine
152. Sonny Terry - Lost John
153. Cornelis Vreeswijk - Somliga Går Med Trasiga Skor
154. Brownie McGhee, Lead Belly and Sonny Terry - How Long Blues
155. Máire Brennan - Against The Wind
156. Imperiet - Du Ska Va President
157. Kool Rock Steady - You Ain't Nobody
158. John Lee Hooker - Tupelo Blues
159. Mamie Smith - So What Papa?
160. Skip James - How Long Blues
161. Michael Sembello - Maniac
162. Mance Lipscomb - Mama Don't Allow
163. Nine Inch Nails - Closer
164. Ebba Grön - 800 Grader Celcius
165. Gorillaz - Dirty Harry
166. Ebba Grön - Mamma Pappa Barn
167. Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit
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2008-06-07

I'm Popular!

According to my beautiful best friend I am beauty of the week


I got the seventh best score of the day on Flea World


This is what it looks like when I log onto MySpace

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2008-06-06

The Cutest Games On The Net!

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