Also, I have some people keep telling me I am childish because I don't tolerate anti-gay-marriage attitudes. Well, of course I freakin don't! Why the hell would I? I tolerate most things. People can do whatever the freak they want and think whatever the freak they want. But. If people say that some people should not be allowed to marry each other, I will think you are an idiot and that will not make me childish.
Once, some idiot even said I could not possibly be gothic because I don't totally worship Siouxsie. How fucking stupid can people be? And another crap thing, whenever I even slightly complain about anything, random internet idiots say I'm "whining". Whining? Me? I am known for not whining.
Yeah, I've been through shit, my life is hell, I'm lonely and people mistreat me, but you know, I still manage to go through my life, help people, take care of my pets, smile once in a while. That is not whiny. I am not whiny because sometimes my difficult life just becomes such a mess that I feel like screaming.
If I was whiny I'd just whine. And I fucking don't, OK, but I'm allowed to vent about my problems and my hard reality. What the fuck do you want me to do? Get a job? I'm trying. Move out? I'm trying. Make someone happy? I'm trying. Give to charity? I do. Get a pet? I have a bunch. Have children? That's just ridiculous, I'm only nineteen and single.
So fucking stop criticizing me people, I try my best at living life and stop criticizing my effort, just because some people are spoiled and don't know how it is to suffer does not mean life is easy. And stop criticizing my opinions, my biggest opinion is really that we all have endless rights as long as it doesn't limit anyone else's rights, you can't possibly complain about that and the other opinions I have are usually just personal opinions that no one should fight about anyway!
Stop saying life is easy, stop saying I don't know what it is to suffer, stop say I'm whining, stop saying I'm a bad person! I really try hard but it all turns out shit anyway, I try to get an apartment, not many available, try to get a job, can't get one, try to make people happy, doesn't work, I do things that I love doing even though my life is a mess!
Sometimes I just feel like screaming because of how messy my life is, I cry almost everyday, but I just keep on trying to live life, I keep on doing what I think is right. So fucking stop calling me a whiner everyfuckingtime I need to vent a little bit. This is a hard world to live in! It's not easy in the slightest!
Most importantly, I just want to make sure that my loved ones are happy and that I have a close relationship to them, also I focus lots on making progress in my karate, taking as good photos as possible, maintaining my health and that of my pets, having a good relation to my little cousin and much much more!
So everybody fucking stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop saying that I do not try hard in life! However much fun it is to practice karate and however much I love my friends, these are difficult things to deal with in life! There will be pain and there will be confusion and there will be sadness and there will be exhaustion.
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