2009-02-19 BREAK ME NOW
Tell me, if I left you
Would you find somebody else?
If we never even met
Would you fall for another girl?
Before you knew me
Did you believe in love?
Would you try this out
And move on if it would fail?
Break me now - I am not what you need!
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WHAT DO YOU FEEL?
What do you feel?
Who do you love?
Does each person you know
Remind you of a song?
Who do you need?
Who means the most?
Why are you afraid?
What can you do?
Will you scare away love
Or love away fear?
Of all the people you know
Who do you need
To be close to?
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22 NOT AS GOOD AS YOU
A lonely girl as I
No one would notice
If she's alive
There are people that are quiet
And still attract a crowd
I could scream
At the top of my lungs
And no one would even notice I'm alive
No one sees I'm alive
Even though I try
I want to be a part of your life
I want to matter for something
I don't want to live
In a world where I
Am the only one
Trapped inside a box
Where I can see you
On the outside
Walking by
Not noticing
I am here
Locked inside
Have you looked enough?
Have you searched all around?
Why would you?
It's not what you need!
You don't need to find me
But I need you to
I want to be noticed
By you!
Break this box!
Let me outside!
Please, somebody
Tell me I'm alive!
I don't want to be
The only one
Who can see me
I don't even want to see me
I want you to see me!
As of now
There's not much to do
I spend my time crying
I don't have much more to do
So my time is spent crying
There aren't enough good things
Good things
Like you
You might be too good
Too good
To be true
You're way out of my league
So much better
Than I'll ever be
What could I possibly give you?
You have popularity
Talent, looks and a brain
What could I give you?
I'm just a burden on you!
I just whine about my worries
And rant about my fears
But how can I help it?
I just want you
To see
I'm alive!
I'm just afraid
Because I know
In the end
You'll do like everyone else
And desert me
Please don't
I just want you
To see that I'm alive
I'm a pathetic and ugly
Whiny and desperate
Little girl
But all that I want
Is to be a part of who you are
A part of your thoughts
Your feelings
Your heart
We both know
I'm not as good as you
And in the end
You'll do like everyone else
And desert me
It would be the sane thing to do
I'm just not as good
Not as good as you
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26 RIDICULOUSLY STUPIDLY
Do you even notice I'm alive?
I just want to belong to you!
But you're out of my league
So perfect in every way
All the love songs remind me of you
You make my heart pound
I don't want you because you turn me on
You turn me on because I want you!
And you turn me on badly
But you can't need me all that desperately
You don't even need to talk to me every day
But I desperately
Humbly
Ridiculously
Stupidly need
Only you
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28 ONE LAST GOODBYE
I just want to give you
One last goodbye
Soon, I will surely die
But not without this goodbye
If I end it all
Or die by mistake
Who will bid farewell
To all those I love?
I will
Right now
I cannot leave you without
This last goodbye
I put my finger in the snow
And wrote your name in cursive
The snow was cold, but looked much better
With your name written in it
When you were a stranger
You reached out for my hand
And ended up stealing my heart
Now it is yours, forever
You said "I want you to know me"
But now, somebody knows you more
My love, if I die, I will not leave without
This last goodbye
I got to be closer
Than anyone else
To the most beautiful girl
In the entire world
It was such a quick moment
And now already gone
Somebody won your heart
And I lost
The one you think about
As you fall asleep at night
Is someone else
Not me
Now all I can give you is
One last goodbye
Before I go
Before I die
I need you every second
Do you even need me every day?
What I promised meant nothing
Next to promises from someone else
I might be silly, you might be a stranger
But you reached out to me
Through the crowd
As if we were the only ones
My heart was already broken
By a man who was like a flame
Heating up a cold night
The only light in sight
Now you broke my heart
My lovely, beautiful girl
Like the colors in the sky at sunset
You are sweeter than a flame in the night
But I suppose this beauty
Is only here to taunt me
Show me what I cannot have
And break me down to pieces
It works, but remember
I love you either way
Every night and every day
I love you!
You were perfect for me
But someone else was perfect for you
When you had finally healed my heart
It died while in your hands
Like a baby bird
You tried to save
But failed
Or did you let it die?
Now all I can give you is
One last goodbye
Before I go
Before I die
Admiration, adoration
Affection, attraction
Desire, devotion
Passion
Take these words, my love
Turn them a billion times stronger
For all eternity
This is what I leave for you!
Yes, I leave you now, my dear
With the strongest of love and affection
As I go in the opposite direction
To the darkest pit of solitude and despair
Whenever I die and how
I will always love you
And will not leave you without
This last goodbye
Burn my body to ashes
Spread them out to sea
A Christian funeral
Is not for me
You showed up from nowhere and saved me
Then broke me and left me for dead
Soon, I will surely die
This is my last goodbye
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03-04 JEALOUS
I know I'm a selfish bitch
I don't want anyone
To even look your way
'Cause it makes me wanna puke
It makes me wanna throw up
Whenever you mention his name
I'm jealous 'til I'm sick
And then I'm jealous again
You said you couldn't ask
For anything but me
But you did and you got it
Now are you happy?
I was number one
For such a short while
Now he's on your mind
And I'll be jealous 'til I die
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16 SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN
When you hurt an angel
And make her want to cut off her wings
And make her forget about the love
And focus on the fear
You earned yourself the worst
You sent yourself to Hell
Watch your back
Expect us
We will be there
Wherever you turn
There will be a soldier
A fighter
One of our kind
If you slip up again
Karma will get you
So you better sleep
With one eye open
For each time
You hit her
May huge rocks fall unto your head
For each time
You said a harsh word
May you be laughed at, spat at
Taunted and cursed
Expect us
Sleep with one eye open
When you've done the worst
Karma stands behind the corner
If you hurt her once
I will hurt you thrice
If you make her want to die
I will take your life
When you have the most beautiful one
And make her want to die
That's a proof
You fucking failed at life!
Remove yourself
Remove yourself from us
Isolate yourself
In a dark cave somewhere
You better wish
You better hope
No one speaks to you again
Karma waits around the corner
So you better sleep with one eye open
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20 GIRLS' NIGHT OUT
I'll forgive you
If you forgive me
Stop blaming you
And I'll stop blaming me
Let's put the blame
On the stupid boys
They're all out of town
It's girls' night out
And I want you to be mine
No, I won't hold you hostage
You will still be free
But if I let you run wild
Would you run home to me?
See, I won't keep you captive
Like a bird in a cage
No, I'll be the baby bird
Weak in your hands
I give myself to you
My heart, my body, my spirit
My soul
For you to experience
To love, kiss and hold
I held you too loosely
Made you feel second best
Then you ran away
And my heart was broken next
Now I want you back
And please don't run away
No, my darling Jack
This time I need you to stay
We've both made mistakes
They're all in the past
We are free now
Could we make it last?
The future is open
Like an unwritten book
No stress and no pressure
No force and no tears
I'll just say if you need me
I'll belong to only you
Because I need to be loved
And I know you do too
The boys are out of town
Now it's girls' night out
Now I'm yours - Baby, turn off the lights!
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24 WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR?
I fell in love with a boy
And he broke my heart
Then along came a girl
Who noticed I'm alive
And I noticed her
I fell out of love
And fell in love with a girl
Who fell in love with a boy
And broke my heart
Now what should I think?
What do you want from me?
Am I your friend
Your girlfriend
A sex fantasy
Or merely a toy?
What am I now doing wrong?
I have many flaws
I make so many mistakes
I'm lazy and whiny
Clingy and mean
But I try my best
I just need someone to love
Do I fall in love too much?
I only fell in love twice
Did I fall for you too quickly?
Or not soon enough?
Do I hold you too tight?
Or not tight enough?
What do you feel now?
What do you need?
I'm just a human
Just trying my best
I don't want things to be
Too quick or too slow
Too close or too distant
I just fell for you
And I know you fell for me
And so what if we're silly?
So what if it's soon?
What are we waiting for?
What do we fear?
I just know
That I wish you were here
I need to see your smile
I need to see you happy - It means so much to me!
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25 DELICIOUS CURVES
Delicious curves
Beautiful, gray eyes
Kissable lips
And a lovely smile
Sensual hands
A seductive stare
Pretty teeth that show
Everytime you laugh
Everytime I see you
I just want more
No, it's never enough
Once I've seen you smile
Your sweet words
Calm my spirits
And make me glad to be alive
But my heart, it raises
You make me feel afraid
Afraid of being in love
But even more:
Afraid of losing you
Afraid of you being
Someone else's girl
When you know that my heart
Belongs to only you
You're too good to be true
Yes, there's nobody else like you!
The mysterious gaze
Hides a quirky mind
So full of humility
And love for everyone
Your soul is full of passion
You're making art all the time
Fantastic creations
That you thought up inside
My friend, you reached for my hand
But pierced right through my soul
You left a part of you there
A pain, a pleasure, a need
A temptation
Fascination
That just will never end
I'll always be your friend
I'll run away with you
Where there's no fear, only love
And I will make you happy - And kiss away the tears!
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